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I got told I was "AROACE" because I said I don't really have feelings for my girlfriend. What the fuck does that even mean? Just feels like a play on trying to make me seem emotionless. I just don't really fall for people easily; everyone is temporary unless they're willing to blow their head off with you.

I only got with my girlfriend because she asked me out -- I didn't want to be mean and say no. Don't get me wrong, she's the sweetest girl ever, but I don't want to plan my life with her. She's just a close friend to me and I KNOW I should tell her but that's mean.

I'm fine with kissing her and hugging her, I'd just prefer not. I don't plan on marrying this girl so it's not worth the time spent getting attached to her. I feel like I haven't felt attraction in a while. Never since that one retard, Venn... Though, the end of that was all his fault and he knows it.

When I was talking to my in-person friend about this, they said "That can fall under AromanticAsexual.." I feel sexual AND romantic attraction!!!! Just not for many people who aren't willing to be as committed as I am to them. I mean, me and Venn's relationship was terrible because of how desperately obsessed I was with him. I'd lap up anything he gave me like a pathetic, lovesick dog. I'm not a faggot anymore. He ruined everything.

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I hate being in a uniform school. Everything is so FRIGGIN' STRICT!!!!!! I just want to talk to ReB in peace. These stupid tards need to let me talk to ReB .... He's all I care about anymore not in a gay way, but he's all I have. I trust him with everything at this point -- LOL.

Everyone calls me and him a faggot anytime I talk about him or the things he says. I'M NOT A FAGGOT!!!!!! I don't need anybody besides him. I trust him with BTK, I trust him with EVERYTHING. I hope we stay friends; I really do.

Teachers get SOOOOOO mad because I'm on my Chromebook for a little. These stupid retards just need to learn that some people actually have friends. These people are all freaking no-lives that need to be taught that NOT EVERYTHING REVOLVES AROUND FUCKING THEM!!!!!!! I'm gonna shove my fist up the ass of the next person who friggin' calls me a faggot for him.