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Feb. 28th, 2025 07:29 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
calgabrielI got told I was "AROACE" because I said I don't really have feelings for my girlfriend. What the fuck does that even mean? Just feels like a play on trying to make me seem emotionless. I just don't really fall for people easily; everyone is temporary unless they're willing to blow their head off with you.
I only got with my girlfriend because she asked me out -- I didn't want to be mean and say no. Don't get me wrong, she's the sweetest girl ever, but I don't want to plan my life with her. She's just a close friend to me and I KNOW I should tell her but that's mean.
I'm fine with kissing her and hugging her, I'd just prefer not. I don't plan on marrying this girl so it's not worth the time spent getting attached to her. I feel like I haven't felt attraction in a while. Never since that one retard, Venn... Though, the end of that was all his fault and he knows it.
When I was talking to my in-person friend about this, they said "That can fall under AromanticAsexual.." I feel sexual AND romantic attraction!!!! Just not for many people who aren't willing to be as committed as I am to them. I mean, me and Venn's relationship was terrible because of how desperately obsessed I was with him. I'd lap up anything he gave me like a pathetic, lovesick dog. I'm not a faggot anymore. He ruined everything.
I only got with my girlfriend because she asked me out -- I didn't want to be mean and say no. Don't get me wrong, she's the sweetest girl ever, but I don't want to plan my life with her. She's just a close friend to me and I KNOW I should tell her but that's mean.
I'm fine with kissing her and hugging her, I'd just prefer not. I don't plan on marrying this girl so it's not worth the time spent getting attached to her. I feel like I haven't felt attraction in a while. Never since that one retard, Venn... Though, the end of that was all his fault and he knows it.
When I was talking to my in-person friend about this, they said "That can fall under AromanticAsexual.." I feel sexual AND romantic attraction!!!! Just not for many people who aren't willing to be as committed as I am to them. I mean, me and Venn's relationship was terrible because of how desperately obsessed I was with him. I'd lap up anything he gave me like a pathetic, lovesick dog. I'm not a faggot anymore. He ruined everything.