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Mar. 5th, 2025 09:03 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
calgabrielWatching House Party gameplays and talking to ReB. Is this peak humanity? Why do I never have anything to do ever? I'm really sick so I've only been talking to ReB, not even going to school. It's okay though, I have to go to school on Friday because of Computer Challenge. I'm excited for it BUT I'm just scared I'm going to embarrass myself. I'm literally going to be on TV, that's fucking terrible.. Oh god, I hate cameras, I hate everything..
I need alcohol and I need to kill myself. I'm kinda horny for blood right now, don't know how to explain. I just want to chug vodka and fucking die. Then I can cut myself I guess, but everytime I cut I start sweating violently.. I don't know why. I'm sweating right now but I think that's because I have a 101 fever, and my room doesn't have a single fan or cooler..
God, I HATE my new room. I don't even have a bed frame. I want to redecorate my room but I'm kind of waiting till I actually get a bed frame so I can put all my stuff over my bed inside of over my mattress. Everything is going to look really low down if I just put it over my mattress right now... Ew, I feel sweat running down my side.. Anyways, VoDKa out..
I need alcohol and I need to kill myself. I'm kinda horny for blood right now, don't know how to explain. I just want to chug vodka and fucking die. Then I can cut myself I guess, but everytime I cut I start sweating violently.. I don't know why. I'm sweating right now but I think that's because I have a 101 fever, and my room doesn't have a single fan or cooler..
God, I HATE my new room. I don't even have a bed frame. I want to redecorate my room but I'm kind of waiting till I actually get a bed frame so I can put all my stuff over my bed inside of over my mattress. Everything is going to look really low down if I just put it over my mattress right now... Ew, I feel sweat running down my side.. Anyways, VoDKa out..