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Mar. 4th, 2025 06:32 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
calgabrielNeed to drink........ Lord, I haven't drunk in a while. ANyways, this weekend I'll ask to go to █████'s house and get blasted. I mean, I barely ever even get drunk, just ruining my liver without the fun included. Sigh, I'll just chug 2 Buzzballs with no mixer and pray it's strong enough. ReB told me to try the Blue Cherry Limeade chiller, but I've never seen one of those. I usually just get a coconut chiller and call it a day. Watermelon was also okay; I mixed it with a monster to try and mute the taste a bit.
I'm going to like chug a bottle of vodka and wake up, looking at my DreamWidth and see that I posted like 80 times and told ReB that I was going to like rape his corpse or something. I kind of hate not having control over what I do.. I've only been drunk a couple times, but God is it terrible. I used to be a huge lightweight and now I can take Buzzballs like it's nothing.
I remember my first time drinking a seltzer, I was shaking and whining. I didn't even know ReB back then, that's how old that memory is. I want to get a bottle of Absolut, but Buzzballs are so easy to get, so I usually settle for them. Just grab 'em and go. They taste like ASS, but it works well enough to ease the pain and my growing addiction. How pathetic is it to be addicted to shit like that? God, I don't think I'm that good at fuckin' living..
I'm going to like chug a bottle of vodka and wake up, looking at my DreamWidth and see that I posted like 80 times and told ReB that I was going to like rape his corpse or something. I kind of hate not having control over what I do.. I've only been drunk a couple times, but God is it terrible. I used to be a huge lightweight and now I can take Buzzballs like it's nothing.
I remember my first time drinking a seltzer, I was shaking and whining. I didn't even know ReB back then, that's how old that memory is. I want to get a bottle of Absolut, but Buzzballs are so easy to get, so I usually settle for them. Just grab 'em and go. They taste like ASS, but it works well enough to ease the pain and my growing addiction. How pathetic is it to be addicted to shit like that? God, I don't think I'm that good at fuckin' living..