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Mar. 4th, 2025 08:18 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
calgabrielYou make me feel a certain way, not happy or comforted like how you're supposed to but I feel like I'm always either hating you or crying over you. Why can't you just stay and be my mom? This is so stupid, and I hate everything. You haven't loved me since 2018, why am I such an outcast? If I was a normal, masculine boy, would you have raised me better?
I should just blow my brains out; I have no purpose in others' lives. I only matter to ReB and yet he still has hundreds of people fanning over him, I have no place on this grueling world. The only reason girls talk to me is to either bully me, or to ask for the answers to the Alg homework. This is so STUPID!
Please, free me from this cocoon you call skin. I feel so trapped, so warm yet naked. I can't take anything anymore. Nobody will take me seriously. I'm not allowed to go back on SSRIs because my mom thinks that it's going to rot my brain and make me stupid. I get I'm smart, but it really isn't my entire life, right? I'm not chained down... :(
I should just blow my brains out; I have no purpose in others' lives. I only matter to ReB and yet he still has hundreds of people fanning over him, I have no place on this grueling world. The only reason girls talk to me is to either bully me, or to ask for the answers to the Alg homework. This is so STUPID!
Please, free me from this cocoon you call skin. I feel so trapped, so warm yet naked. I can't take anything anymore. Nobody will take me seriously. I'm not allowed to go back on SSRIs because my mom thinks that it's going to rot my brain and make me stupid. I get I'm smart, but it really isn't my entire life, right? I'm not chained down... :(
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