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[calgabriel]

i was born trying to die
i was born dying
i was born dead

i was born holding my umbilical cord
i was born gripping my path between me and my mother
i was born cutting off blood flow from me and my vessel
i was born trying to make myself braindead

i was born holding onto my mother for dear life
i was born o’mother of mine
i was born dead