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[calgabriel]

i wish i was someones someyhing i want to be special to s im jne. im drunk as fuck right now but i really wish someone wanted me like genuinely not like stoll tlajing to othe rpoeple and leading others on or sctimg like theyre single, i really want to take care of someone and i want skmejne to love me. i dont thinkni really matter in anyones world im just useless im discardable i wish i wasnt so pathetic and desperate for attention maybe thne somekne would truly love me