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[calgabriel]

The ash white sea washes over my feet; reflection of who I once was blurred by seafoam
I call out for you, asking what I look like is
You don’t hear me, my cracked lips tremble at the sound of your name
My shadow is faded; covered by who I’ve made myself out to be
Who am I?

The sand and my feet intertwine, the cruel waves growing higher
My mind tries to absorb the knowledge of the sea; find out who I use to be
I upwards my posture and try to breathe, it doesn’t matter, not anymore
I have no mouth and I need to scream, scream out for you
You’ll never be able to help me find myself; I keep relying on you

The weight of my actions cause the sea to crash down on me
I’m the moon, controlling the waves with my relentless thoughts
I’m sorry for blaming you, don’t leave me alone
I see the white sea slowly fade away as the tides get higher, brutal and unforgiving
I can’t scream, nor can I breathe any longer

My senses blended by the rapid ocean
Even then, the feeling of your skin is burned into my fingers
The color of your eyes is painted into my vision
No matter how much I lose myself, I can never lose you
I’m sorry, please count me in.