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I got an 80/100 on cybersecurity theory. Am I fucking stupid? )) I should’ve never even went to Computer Challenge.. Oh my god, I’m such a fucking embarrassment to my dad. I was so scared and I was fucking right. 80/100 is TERRIBLE??? I hate everything so much. I’m going to slit my wrists when I get home, I deserve it all. I deserve to suffer, hold my head under the bathtub, please God. I hate myself I hate how stupid I am. How did I get 92/100 on Ubuntu image, but then 80/100 on the theory?? Am I fucking retarded? I should just kill myself.

Please, I’m so retarded. I should’ve never went. I’m sick anyways. FUCKING RETARD!!!!! I should just take a hammer to my head when I get home. :( I’m going to cut to the fucking BONE!! Hate everyone and everything.. Fuck please save me. I’m going to slit an artery and watch it gush as my heart fucking STOPS!!!!!!!!!!

I AHTE EVERYTHING I HATE IT ALL I HATE EVERYONE IM GOING TO HURT MYSELF I HATE THIS FUCKJNG WORLD WHY CAN I BE SMARTED MY STUPID RETARDED ASS WHY COULD I NOT JUST AT LEAST GET A 9/10 FUCKING RETARDED PUSSY IM GOING TO CUT MY TENDON INHATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU DYL I HATE YOU IM GOING TO TAKE A KNIFE TO MY THROAT AND FILM MYSELF SAWING MY HEAD OFFAND POST IT TO TWITTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate myself. InHATE MYSELF!!!! Oh my god, I’m so retarded.. I guess there’s next year. :(

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Okay, I’m happier now. I got bronze in Cybersecurity. :)

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FUUUUUCCKKK! i iust chugged 3 buzzl balls and i feel so fucking good.. nggggg i hoep ReB is proud of me. I lvoe ReB so much, i dont know jow hes put ip with me For so ling….. yiy people are so weird one moment you can be wierd shite and then you cna be the cutest tuinge everr.. i wna t a girl i cna kiss and hold snd for eveyrbtingforr pleas.. feels so goof bring drunk i have t been Actuajly drunk in so fucking ling ommgg.. i think Reb drank whiskey or
sketjimff hut i fele sk out of my head…. nngggi gopr my dad doesnt realzie

jm soo fucked right now and i feel like eveyrhtinf is ckmj gout like rmotionally like i feel lime i keep telling eveyrone everythign im do embarrasing omy but ut feel SO GOOD why si tbere sl much red trxt fuck im bot gonna rmemver thi snint ber lronig right??? anywyas im so dtipif ofr doign thsi uit it feels goodffd holy shit i lovr being drunk rverujting is so fuzzy i lovvv alc :p i loovd feeling weird right now LOOOOOOL i wanna do this again next week

i gope im mot hung over as fucm tomkrow omg i dont know how to get over a hang over ive never dkne ot.. ive said skme embarrassjng tjings ot ReB and i gope he doesnt read out messages next morning FUUUUUCK hwy did i fo this it was barelt anything 3 is not tbag many buzzballs buzzballs ate weak omg i feel like im gonna puke ew plss dont let
me uPUKKKEE