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[calgabriel]

I got an 80/100 on cybersecurity theory. Am I fucking stupid? )) I should’ve never even went to Computer Challenge.. Oh my god, I’m such a fucking embarrassment to my dad. I was so scared and I was fucking right. 80/100 is TERRIBLE??? I hate everything so much. I’m going to slit my wrists when I get home, I deserve it all. I deserve to suffer, hold my head under the bathtub, please God. I hate myself I hate how stupid I am. How did I get 92/100 on Ubuntu image, but then 80/100 on the theory?? Am I fucking retarded? I should just kill myself.

Please, I’m so retarded. I should’ve never went. I’m sick anyways. FUCKING RETARD!!!!! I should just take a hammer to my head when I get home. :( I’m going to cut to the fucking BONE!! Hate everyone and everything.. Fuck please save me. I’m going to slit an artery and watch it gush as my heart fucking STOPS!!!!!!!!!!

I AHTE EVERYTHING I HATE IT ALL I HATE EVERYONE IM GOING TO HURT MYSELF I HATE THIS FUCKJNG WORLD WHY CAN I BE SMARTED MY STUPID RETARDED ASS WHY COULD I NOT JUST AT LEAST GET A 9/10 FUCKING RETARDED PUSSY IM GOING TO CUT MY TENDON INHATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU DYL I HATE YOU IM GOING TO TAKE A KNIFE TO MY THROAT AND FILM MYSELF SAWING MY HEAD OFFAND POST IT TO TWITTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate myself. InHATE MYSELF!!!! Oh my god, I’m so retarded.. I guess there’s next year. :(