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Mar. 20th, 2025 03:33 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
calgabrielMother Mary being the one to destroy the parish..
ReB brought something to my attention, DreamWidth is like our manifesto, just spread out. I think that’s very poetic! If you’re one of the lucky few who reads all my posts before BTK.. I think that’s awesome! It’s like a puzzle, you get to piece everything together before it happens. You’ll be the first to know.
I can’t wait, I really can’t!!! I know I have to though.. We’re not ready yet. I’ve been careful not to cut myself because I’m scared my dad will send me back to the mental hospital and check my phone.. So as much as I want to dig a blade deep into my arm, I shall wait. I’ll wait till I’m in the clear, and he won’t notice!
I’ve been on a high recently. Planning everything out with ReB.. Having dreams.. Everything feels so vivid recently. Sometimes I laugh as my dad asks if it was too late to save me. You don’t know the half of it!!!! Fucking tard has never payed attention when I actually opened up about what Evan was doing.. Or what my pastor was doing..
I think it’s smooth, me and ReB met when I was in 6th grade and he was 7th.. Both with terrible religious hatred. Now, we’ve made it this far.
ReB brought something to my attention, DreamWidth is like our manifesto, just spread out. I think that’s very poetic! If you’re one of the lucky few who reads all my posts before BTK.. I think that’s awesome! It’s like a puzzle, you get to piece everything together before it happens. You’ll be the first to know.
I can’t wait, I really can’t!!! I know I have to though.. We’re not ready yet. I’ve been careful not to cut myself because I’m scared my dad will send me back to the mental hospital and check my phone.. So as much as I want to dig a blade deep into my arm, I shall wait. I’ll wait till I’m in the clear, and he won’t notice!
I’ve been on a high recently. Planning everything out with ReB.. Having dreams.. Everything feels so vivid recently. Sometimes I laugh as my dad asks if it was too late to save me. You don’t know the half of it!!!! Fucking tard has never payed attention when I actually opened up about what Evan was doing.. Or what my pastor was doing..
I think it’s smooth, me and ReB met when I was in 6th grade and he was 7th.. Both with terrible religious hatred. Now, we’ve made it this far.