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Mar. 18th, 2025 09:24 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
calgabrielThis is retarded, my aunt was okay with taking me to hunt when I was like 10, but now I’m a grown-boy and I’m not allowed to? Over the fact that I cut myself? OhhHhhh, I pinky promise I won’t turn the gun on mwyself, auntie.. You’ll let my 12 year old cousin hunt but not me? What’s the difference? I’m autistic and he’s not? Why does it fucking matter I cut myself, I’ve been slitting my wrists since I was 9, and now all of a sudden since I’m a functional being it matters? God, bullshit.
I’ll probably just ask to go hunting with Em, his parents don’t give a shit.. Plus, he has a hunter’s license, I don’t. My aunt is trying to make me actually sit down and talk about it before I get to hunt. Doesn’t want to give me access to a gun if I’ll do something bad..
ALSO, I WAS LITERALLY HOSPITALIZED?????? You people were the ones who took me out of therapy and took me off SSRIs when I was little. Maybe, none of this would’ve happened if you let me actually get better.. LET ME GO HUNTING!!! Ughhhh.. Stupid bullshit.. I just wanna hunt again.. You let me skin deers and use pocket knives, but no guns? I get they’re more destructive but like.. I’ll kill myself either way.
I’ll probably just ask to go hunting with Em, his parents don’t give a shit.. Plus, he has a hunter’s license, I don’t. My aunt is trying to make me actually sit down and talk about it before I get to hunt. Doesn’t want to give me access to a gun if I’ll do something bad..
ALSO, I WAS LITERALLY HOSPITALIZED?????? You people were the ones who took me out of therapy and took me off SSRIs when I was little. Maybe, none of this would’ve happened if you let me actually get better.. LET ME GO HUNTING!!! Ughhhh.. Stupid bullshit.. I just wanna hunt again.. You let me skin deers and use pocket knives, but no guns? I get they’re more destructive but like.. I’ll kill myself either way.