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Mar. 9th, 2025 01:33 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
calgabrielI feel so simple yet so complex. I am MISERABLE. I wish I could be feared from this fleshy sack we call skin. I can’t take this anymore, why must everything be so hard on me? I want to claw off my skin and restart. Go back into my cocoon and regrow. Maybe I will get a second chance, next life, maybe I’ll be rich or handsome. Not the ugly, poor, pathetic being I am today. I hope and pray that it will all be over soon, that I won’t have to suffer for other’s actions. I just want to grow wings and fly away, fly away from everyone on Earth. I wish to Be Free.
Letme go let me go let me go let me be free i just want to be myself again i dont want to keep suffering please let me Go I am not myself I am not me I want to go back to when everything was okay and I didn’t have to deal with any of this. I Didn’t Have to deal with all this SuffeRAGE. I hate myself and I hate everyone else. Why does everyone shut me out so coldly? I’ve asked no more than to be included and loved by everyone. Please let me go, let me be free from this cold, cold shell. I just WaNt to be back home.
Letme go let me go let me go let me be free i just want to be myself again i dont want to keep suffering please let me Go I am not myself I am not me I want to go back to when everything was okay and I didn’t have to deal with any of this. I Didn’t Have to deal with all this SuffeRAGE. I hate myself and I hate everyone else. Why does everyone shut me out so coldly? I’ve asked no more than to be included and loved by everyone. Please let me go, let me be free from this cold, cold shell. I just WaNt to be back home.