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Mar. 5th, 2025 10:32 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
calgabrielSometimes when I'm talking to ReB, I just feel like a follower in his world. He gets all the girls, gets all the attention, everything -- And I'm just Dyl... Don't get me wrong, I love ReB!! But I bet his friends just think of me as the guy he's always with and who mimics him and shit. Am I really that much of a frickin' sheep compared to him?
I always let ReB control everything about me, I don't mind it because I want to make him happy, but I think that's just PTSD from the two times he unfriended me over stupid shit... I always spend all my time with him, and I act like him and jack -- I ignore all my friends for him and I'm starting to think it's kind of fucking pathetic how I cling to him.
Though, nothing's ever going to stop me from hanging out with him... I'm fine with ignoring my other friends, I can say things to ReB that I can't even mutter to my GIRLFRIEND???? I don't know. I've known him for a year or two now and we just clicked ever since we added each other, LOL.
I'm still mad about how much attention he gets, 7 girls in his DMs DAILY. I could never. Even if a girl starts to like me, I don't realize, and I just treat her as a friend; her then losing interest in my sorry ass. It's so embarrassing sometimes...
I always let ReB control everything about me, I don't mind it because I want to make him happy, but I think that's just PTSD from the two times he unfriended me over stupid shit... I always spend all my time with him, and I act like him and jack -- I ignore all my friends for him and I'm starting to think it's kind of fucking pathetic how I cling to him.
Though, nothing's ever going to stop me from hanging out with him... I'm fine with ignoring my other friends, I can say things to ReB that I can't even mutter to my GIRLFRIEND???? I don't know. I've known him for a year or two now and we just clicked ever since we added each other, LOL.
I'm still mad about how much attention he gets, 7 girls in his DMs DAILY. I could never. Even if a girl starts to like me, I don't realize, and I just treat her as a friend; her then losing interest in my sorry ass. It's so embarrassing sometimes...