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[calgabriel]

I wish I still had a mom. I know it doesn’t matter that much and many people only have a parent, it’s just how it happened. I let her abuse me for YEARS, just for her to leave and call a new kid the same names she called me. It just hurts. She was hospitalized and I’d call her, she seemed to be getting better.. But once she was in out-patient, she reversed. All she does is drink and smoke then yell at my dad. Don’t get me wrong, I drink and smoke sometimes but I’m not a narcissistic piece of shit. I wish I had a MOM mom, not a drunkard asshole who gave birth to me.

I kind of don’t want to switch schools because my Computer Science teacher is basically my mom, I love her a lot. I wish my dad would just start dating again.. I know my Comp Sci teacher is single.. You know what I mean? KEK, just joking. If they did date, I think they’d work though. They both LOOOVVEE computer and prioritize education. She’s more logical and he’s more emotional though.. Eh, just a shower thought.