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When that one fucking whore came back to be my friend and try and help me recover then left again after seeing me post about them.. "I cheated on you because I knew you'd be mad if I said I fell in love with someone else." Stupid bitch..

How can someone date someone who is seriously mentally ill (AND THEY KNOW THAT) then expect them to be normal? "I came back because I didn't want you to keep stalking me and I thought that if I came back, you'd move on" THATS NOT HOW THAT WORKS? Obviously, I won't fucking move on if you come back and make me think about you again?

Same bitch who said, "I love stalker guys!!!!!!" Begging me to move on and stop stalking them after we break up. Plus, this whore made a new account just to unblock me and put their bio as "stuck in a rabbit hole with a creep" Shut up, you low-life loser.. Don't ask for things you don't want.

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poczuj teraz rytm, który daję ci
poczuj teraz jak delikatnie głaszczę cię
nie powstrzymuj mnie, nie zatrzymasz mych rąk
gdy dotknę twego ciała to ty
jak pył uniesiesz lekko w górę się
i będziesz teraz robić to co właśnie ja chcę
możesz modlić się, lecz nie pomoże ci nic
bo we mnie siła jest i mogę robić co chcę.

ref.
daj mi swoje ciało teraz, teraz
daj mi jeszcze więcej, na, na, na
daj mi trochę siebie nie oszczędzaj
daj, niech ja spróbuję jak smakujesz.

pozwól teraz mi niech obejmę cię
pozwól teraz bym całował usta twe
niech stanie się, co ma się stać
niech moja dusza zwabi cię jeszcze raz
jeden raz, jesteśmy tutaj sam na sam
już nikt cię nie obroni choćby nawet chciał
ty cała płoniesz, we mnie wtapiasz się
świadomy jestem, że ty tego chcesz.

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Thing is, we're different. You HAVE friends, you HAVE a loving family. So many people will actually miss you. I have NOBODY. I'm a fucking reject-loser with no one besides you and my nicotine abusing dad. You have something to look ahead for, I DON'T. Don't get me wrong, I know you have it hard but, God, do I wish I was you.

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Father of mine
Tell me, where have you been?
You know I just closed my eyes
My whole world disappeared
Father of mine
Take me back to the day
Yeah, when I was still your golden boy
Back before you went away
I remember blue skies, walking the block
I loved it when you held me high, I loved to hear you talk
You would take me to the movie
You would take me to the beach
Take me to a place inside that is so hard to reach
Oh, father of mine
Tell me, where did you go?
Yeah, you had the world inside your hand
But you did not seem to know
Father of mine
Tell me, what do you see?
When you look back at your wasted life
And you don't see me
I was ten years old doin' all that I could
Wasn't easy for me to be a scared white boy in a black neighborhood
Sometimes you would send me a birthday card with a five dollar bill
Yeah, I never understood you then and I guess I never will
Daddy gave me a name
My daddy gave me a name
(Then he walked away) daddy gave me a name
(Then he walked away) my daddy gave me a name
Yeah
Oh yeah
Yeah
Daddy gave me a name
Daddy gave me a name
(Then he walked away) daddy gave me a name
(Then he walked away) my daddy gave me a name
Yeah
Yeah
Oh yeah
Father of mine
Tell me, where have you been?
Yeah, I just closed my eyes
And the world disappeared
Father of mine
Tell me, how do you sleep?
With the children you abandoned
And the wife I saw you beat
I will never be safe
I will never be sane
I will always be weird inside
I will always be lame
Now I'm a grown man
With a child of my own
And I swear, I'm not gonna let her know
All the pain I have known
(Then he walked away) daddy gave me a name
(Then he walked away) my daddy gave me a name
(Then he walked away) my daddy gave me a name
(Then he walked away) my daddy gave me a name
(Then he walked away) yeah
(Then he walked away) yeah
(Then he walked away) oh yeah