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Well, gonna post before I have to go to class.. 2 more months before I'm out of this school and I finally get to go to a public school. Well, 65 days, I think. I'm just excited to finally be able to have my phone. Next week is spring break so I have to get all my work caught up before then. I get to go to California during break.. Which is nice, I guess. I don't have a lotto look forward to. I'm just excited to start a new year fresh, at a new school, away from my academy.. I'll miss my CS teacher but that's pretty much it. My girlfriend is trying to switch schools too but honestly, I couldn't care if she comes or not.

She has nice tits and that's about it. I don't really care about her that much. Women are temporary, they come and go.

ReB and me were talking about BTK and he said that if I wouldn't kill myself, he'd shoot me. I guess that's nice, but.. I don't know if I really want to die yet. I feel like I just came in yet I'm already being taken out. It'd be nice to die in the arms of ReB though.. I hope I still get to see him after death, or in jail.. Wherever we go. Anyways, I had a dream me and ReB were in the library on BTK, and we were about to kill ourselves but I hugged him, and he tried to shoot me to get it over with, but I didn't let him..... Is that weird? It's not like I have a crush on him, but I feel so entitled to him, I love him a lot. :( I hate that I only know him over the stupid internet.

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LOVELY AS A SPLIT LIP
SOULFUL AS THE CITY
MOVE AND SKIP
SWIVEL IT
SINK MY FINGERS IN YOUR HAIR
THE SWEAT AND THE SMELL OF OUR LIQUID AFFAIR
IN A GASOLINE BURN
OUR BODIES WILL CHURN
WITH A FLICK OF THE SWITCH
YOU'RE PLUGGED INTO THE ITCH
WATCH YOUR VIDEOS ALL DAY
REWIND AND PLAY
PLAY AND PLAY AND PLAY

MY BATTERY GOT A SURGE FROM MY FINGER TRIGGERING YOUR SPARK PLUG
I FELT THAT NERVOUS BOOST WHEN YOU BENT DOWN AND LICKED MY BOOTS
HEADED IN THE DIRECTION OF SOMA CAR-CRASH INTERSECTION
IT'S CALLED "WHY DON'T WE DO IT IN THE ROAD?"
AT LEAST THAT'S WHAT I AM TOLD

LASER BRANDED LOVER
SYPHILITIC THING
BOUND UP AND TIED
YOU CAN'T FLY WITHOUT WINGS
OVER OCEANS OF SKIN
BATHED IN PERVERSION AND SIN
MY PARASITIC COUPLET
A NEEDLE DESCENDING
MY POISONOUS TWIN
YOU'RE IN DANGER
GETTING STRANGER ALL THE TIME

MY BATTERY GOT A CHARGE WITH MY FINGER TRIGGERING YOUR SPARK PLUG
I FELT THAT NERVOUS BOOST WHEN YOU BENT DOWN AND LICKED MY BOOTS
HEADED IN THE DIRECTION OF SOMA CAR-CRASH INTERSECTION
IT'S CALLED "WHY DON'T WE DO IT IN THE ROAD?"
OR AT LEAST THAT'S WHAT I AM TOLD

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I want to hold a girl so close in my arms and squeeze her so tight she chokes.. :( I wish I could meet a girl shorter than me — if only I wasn’t so fucking short.. I’d chase girls.. //// I want a girlfriend!!!!!!!!!! So unfair, I could obsess over a girl just as much as she obsesses over me.. Please, pick me over a random guy in your math class!!!! Hhhh.. Maybe if I get taller over the summer, a girl will like me.